Thursday, June 21, 2012

You keep my secrets hope to die Promises, swear them to the sky.....

 It takes me some time to get motivated enough to use my blogger Im suppose to update you on our lives but I mainly just get my thoughts across...whatever I'll work on it lol : ) So here we go we are in June. 2nd day of summer whooo whooo. Kids are out of school, sun has been breaking through, and I can feel the pure joy and ecstatic off the kids walking down the street with nothing but expectations of the greatest summer they've ever had. I remember those days well. Whats summer with out your best friend....


Me and Acer are mostly around high schoolers and Jr. higher's and that responsibility comes with events those events have brought me right back to RENJEN days : ) ooo yaaaa. I grew up in my youth group meaning not much changed as far as the people I still know most of them today and we went to soooooo many awesome events and camps, good times. Well I can't help but always notice the 2 girls in the corner laughing at nothing together, they eat together, go to the bathroom together, quoting all there inside jokes together, and somehow you know this is a friendship that has gone back to diapers. Well thats me and my na : )

 I miss her sooooo much. Everyone knows what Im talking about you knew this blog was coming lol I can't even explain the joy I have watching those 2 best friends at winter camp, 30 hour famine etc etc. It makes me smile as I watch them form lifetime memories right in front of me and I completely understand it. It makes me feel bad for anyone who has never experienced the fullness of that ''one'' friendship you know the one where awkward silence didn't exist, the one where you finished each others sentences, the one where you could bust out laughing at something that happened 5 weeks ago, the one that truly kept your secrets and never judged you, the one where you made a mistake and they never charged you for it, the one that had to approve of every boyfriend, the one that you were never jealous of and truly happy for, the one that helped you pick out the perfect outfit and makeup, the one you went shopping with, the one that helped you gain 5 lbs but you laughed it off anyways lol the one that lived at your house and vise versa, you get my point ...Ya that one!!!

Let me give you a little history nice and sweet...we were born best friends [period] I don't remember life without her. we had the same EVERYTHING! orthodontist included lol we did everything together. she told my dad that she was going to give me away at my wedding : ) On a serious note life would have not been the same without her. She taught me so much about obedience. She loves God with all her heart, ''For the pure in heart will see God '' thats for you na<3  I know we're human and no ones perfect but she was the closest thing to perfect to me  (lol that sounds extreme but its kind of true)also her sisters might disagree lol but its ok.  She challenged me without even knowing it. She's special to me and her friendship means the world. Thanks Na for a lifetime of memories..I love you and I miss you : )

Enjoy some renjen candids : )






Birthday Hugs

My going away lunch with the cousins. Renjen 2011

Our last 4th of July together that was ''our holiday''
Holloween

dancing with the panda the fun was always in na's room

trying on m.o.h shoes for my wedding : )

The best M.O.H<3

Celebrating

talk about epic trip to 6 flags lol met billy ray cyrus became super heroes and na ate cement lol

Christmas. I was preggo, but we still hold to our tradition by the tree. 

Rose Bowl parade lol look how horrible i look i was pregnant lol

My going away night 

My Jake and na

RenJen<3


LA for liiiife going to a dodger game.

PARAMORE and NO DOUBT 

treasured memories.

1 comment:

  1. omg jenn why do i always make the mistake of reading these at work! they make me laugh and cry all at the same time! that part about me eating pavement at six flags literally had me bust out laughing! i miss you sooo much jenn! i cannot descibe in words how much i miss u! i think my family is tired of hearing me say, "i miss jenn" for everything that reminds me of you. which is basically everything! i mean what parents separate their kids because they are too much together?! i mean i can understand school and church because there were some days i would just look at u and know exactly what u were thinkin and bust out laughing but driving school?! did they really have to separate us at driving school because that was just mean! lol. i look at you though and i'm so happy and proud of u. you are the true example of obedience to me and the true example of how God can bless beyond measure anyone who gives their whole heart and soul to Him. i miss you like crazy but i guess i can't argue with God! lol. this summer won't be the same without you but i have a lifetime of memories to keep me company. memories of us in my room doing makeup and taking pictures at 1 in the morning! and we were old school taking it with the disposable cameras! u had one chance to make it look good and hope that when your pics developed it wouldn't look stupid! which they probably did but that just made it more funny! i still have a pic of u somewhere wearing a sombrero, with a mexican blanket, and holding what can only be described as a mariachi looking guitar! why all that was in my room i have no idea! haha. i could write a book filled with all our memories. and while our plans may have changed, we swore we'd always live together in one of barney's apartments and have our own coffee shop that we played and sang at, i think you're really living the dream :) i love u jenn! always RENJEN for life!!!

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